when i was younger, darker and sadder, i felt an emotion i labeled as "strange serenity."
i was strangely serene with my sadness.
in the coming days, i fear that i'll feel the same emotion i had felt years ago -- that feeling of strange serenity.
already i feel sad that she'll be so far away from me. how do i transcend this sadness?
i do not know for now. all i know is to work to work out this strange serenity.
this is all for now.